since giving up abstinence, I've been busy. Not that busy. I didn't count phone sex as breaking abstinence since that's like the same as getting off to porn practically, so not counting that means not counting cyber sex either, though I've done each of those once since my midnight visitor Saturday. Tonight I had in-person sex with CH. Last day I did that was the last day I had sex before going on the wagon. He hadn't talked to me since then, said he was depressed about his roomie situation but she's... read more
