--So may things are beautiful. Music especially. Thoughts are beautiful. Pictures of the past bring on feelings of every kind. It's hard to deny that I'm in love with him. So many things have happened. He is my one and only. the only guy i ever truly want to be with and It's difficult but I admit that I won't ever be with anyone other than him. I am waiting for him. He needs time and so do I. and we both know its for the best. ten months, almost to our eleventh.... and he decided we both are getting... read more