Well, 3 days back and i'm depressed. Not sleeping for 16 hours a day depressed but more filled with a sense of futility and hopelessness that will not be ignored. Despite going to all 2 of my lectures this week which usually inspires me with "This is the reason i'm here" type feeling whenever i rarely manage to complete such a small task, i am instead googling how to change courses and basically at the age of 20 i am past the educational welfaring, i have my gcses in maths and english, i have my... read more