I just told a friend.... That is striking me like a thunderstorm.... In fact, I can not express in words HOW UNREAL MY LIFE feels to me... Nobody can understand how unreal my life feels like, except God Himself... Feels like I am living a nightmare....but a real nightmare... Feels I am only allowing to observe my life, not to live it... Today was my marriage with Ashley. Oct. 29th, 2004.... US Immigration robbed us 19 precious months on 24 1/2... I immigrated June 16th, 2006... Ash... read more