Today April 4, 2009 Today i do not feel good at all i hate everything i hate my life. i no others is worse but i feel like i do not wanna be here any more. The love of my live told me yesterday that i could not give her the love her new girl can. That killed me so bad. I do nothing but cry i am not that kind of person to feel this way i need help and i do not no what to do as of this moment. I am as of this time on house arrest and its really killing me i have be on and off of house arrest for... read more
