It's been a not-so-fantastic sorta week. My heart is racing. Constantly. It refuses to quit beating quickly. Pounding, even. I can hear it. And I'm so angry. At everything. All of the time. I'm angry at everything and everyone. I'm angry at myself, and disappointed. I feel like the outsider on campus. And even with all I've done to purposely keep to myself, this isn't by choice. I feel absolutely no connection with my peers. I don't understand any of them. I don't understand anything. Because I'm... read more