26-11-08 Took a sleeping pill to put myself to sleep, saw a text from you that said 'Listen..I love u. N im sorry'. I didnt reply, i dont want to reply or call coz i know the moment i do, ill want u. I can never have u for life so whats the point of wanting. I told you i had removed you from my msn, but the truth is i have u blocked and i see u online every now and then and i keep opening my messenger atleast over 20 times to see u online and curse myself. Makes me wonder, if you are going ahead... read more
