can't sleep the smell of post-operative patients (at 15 was it? every day) almost sweet and dark yellow bad soap operas through a mirror green tingle maybe in the fingertips, cold as ice box peaches things coming back? like the smell and shadow and sound of my grandmother's house (although I've never forgot) Or somehow old smoke, I don't know where from. Fuzzy around the edges pre-faint tingles all dark Video: hands to eyes behind eyes purple center of your beating heart wafer of night on... read more
