Just had a huge binge. urgh i cant believe myself and i was doing so well today! saw c which was nice, smoked for a bit. i really miss him - i didnt realise how much. tomorrows the last day of 2008. im going to the colly with nakita. i dont want to eat tomorrow as ill be having alcohol there which is full of so many bloody calories. Reasons not to eat: I have hugely fat legs and arms, especially my thighs I want to be model thin my body is dumpy and too shapely skinny is beautiful i want... read more
