Can I start hoping now

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I'm waiting for my son to come in for a visit! I baked him a special cake, hoping he'll stop by to see me. It's been an entire day and still he has not come to visit... perhaps tomorrow. I'll put the cake in the freezer until he does show up. Who am I kidding, he's never coming home. He has disowned me as his mother, forgetting about the woman that has loved him all his growing years as a boy to a man. He has forgotten about me... But there is some bright light shining at the end of my tunnel...

heyyy everyone!   I'm katie.  19 years old from Michigan.  A few friends and I are coming to vist the big city June 8th and I was hoping you guys could give me some info! i'm planning a move out to NYC in the next year or so, but until then I am just coming to stay for a week in June.  I need some help finding an apartment to rent for the week i'm visiting.   While i'm there i plan on looking for jobs and apartments.  i've been to the city quite a few times but only for a few days so i always...

I complain too much. For real people. Haha I'm complaining about complaining too much. Weird. So the whole thing with Tori didn't really go like I thought it would. It just seems like i couldn't see myself going out with her, so we're just going to stay friends. There's another girl though. Amanda Lodge, she's pretty cool. I like that she goes to GMU and not my own school (well she graduated from Lake Braddock las year) which really is nice to have someone you like be in the same area but not...

*sigh* I've given up on Luci's story. I've noticed that most of the chapters after chapter twenty-three or so are all forced, all bad, all suck . So I've given up on his story for a while, until it gets worked out in my head. The next few weeks are going to be spent typing up the last fifteen chapters or so I need to type, and then I'll leave him alone for a while. ((Which is a good way to get rid of writers block, Marie. If you just stop writing for a while, the need to write shall be so great...

gosh. things seem to be unraveling rather oddly. somethings are going perfectly to plan. and some are spiraling out of control. it's a mess. but i feel that it will all work itself out at some point. we are a tragedy, i tell you. you could take our lives and make a very dramatic movie. i've realized that i seem to have this problem where i've distanced myself from a lot of people, accidentally on purpose. and now that i've had the time from them and i see them again, i really miss them. what an...