tomorrow is the big day. the first day of my brand new life. i'm living on protein bars, soup, and vitamin C tablets. i'm having dinner with an old friend. he will be part of my new group of friends. i'm going to start running everyday. and try to be less dependent on smoking. i need to be 118 soon. i really need it. i have two weeks of being so incredibly stressed out i won't be able to handle it coming up. that will really help me lose weight. once i get down to 118, i'll be able to lose weight... read more
