i want to just be one of those heartless bastards that just doesn't care about losing people. unfortunatly, i am not a souless emotionless robot. dumb cunt. this shit never gets eaiser and i just never learn. i need to stop letting people in so easily. i need to stop trusting people and i need to stop letting my guard down. because it's always the same, the second i do that it blows up in my face. and as usual, i'm the one hurting in the end. i'm sick of it. i'm sick of getting myself stuck in... read more
