i've been struggling with the idea of atarting up an online journal again for some time. i like the idea of it being not private at all-but i don't want to know anyone who reads me. i like to remain a mystery, as i am still one to myself, but i don't want to remain unseen. mostly, well, there are a lot of different reasons for doing this again. i have a lot of noise going on in my head right now and i've been avoiding it for the past few months, and after coming off of an incredibly tiring summer... read more
