bottles break music plaaaaayys conversations competing for space maybe we don't really change. maybe i expect "growing up" to be some finite, distinguishable experience. maybe it's okay to accept the idea that coming "home" is ultimately going to bring me to the same place it always has, with the same people and the same things to do. i don't want to like that, but maybe i should --maybe it IS okay. i suppose i want all these great things (i always have), but it's also got to be alright... read more