i'm in a place where i really hate my life right now. i was thinking of deleting this lj account. i don't think i can do this though because ... because many entries have sentimental value for me. so i came up with a better idea. i'll stop using this account for some time. i have no idea for how much. as long as it takes me to get better. everything in my head is a big mess so i'll go back to writing in my diary as i have been for many many years till now, plus i decided i need to go to therapy.... read more
