wow, so i was readinq threw my old entries..i didnt even realise how screwed up i was emotionally. like i kno i clearly put that i was qonna stop thinkinq bout the past nd stuff, and what happend, happend. but idk i cant seem to qet that stuf outa my head -__-. im in a relationship now, and i was wonderinq why my heart felt wierd about this, and now i kno. ever since carlos i havent been able to really qet emotionally attached to a quy, like i havent been able to just qive a quy my heart nd be... read more
