arrhhh panic panic panic.... why do i panic sooo much every time i eat??? it really is so pathetic! i feel so heavy, so suffocated, so angry.! i went to get a cup of tea cos i was hungry and my mum was like ''ooh can u just stand here and watch that the dogs dont jump up and eat all that (she's having a party for like 50 people and so is preparing all this food) for me whilst i go do this'' urhhhhh i was doing okay i had only eaten a manikin full of cereal and i went for a 55 minute run and... read more