I get scared and then freak out. I need to put my worries on paper or on this screen....otherwise, I feel like I'm going to implode from all this...thoughts, jagged and painful. Just running aimlessly around my head. I hate this, I really do. It happens all the time. When I try to do something, or when I finish doing one thing, this fear...just takes over me. I can't figure out if it's just my subconscious effort not to do work, or a real sinking sensation that blocks me from doing anything productive... read more
