ok in the hope of not sounding like a depressed, over-dramatic, pretentious idiot, i just want to say that the way i feel or think or whatever is the way i do actually, genuinely feel and think. like i always used to think i was quite fickle but i'm not (thank god) and i always used to think i was quite fake in relation to what i wanted to achieve and the kind of person i wantetd to be. you know cause these days it's so ridiculously easy to just mould yourself into a better version of what you really... read more