my GRE test is tomorrow. start panicking. hyperventilating. i don't do well with stress. and my grandmother says, yes i will pass, but i won't get into grad school coz' i'm the wrong color. thanks grandma. you're overwhelming optimism and belief in me brings a tear to my eye. your racism however just fuels my self doubt and makes me expect failure. CRAP!!! it's these type of feeling that make me want to run off and join the air force. yes, i'm seriously considering it. i need a back up plan if... read more
