the time was 4.23am. after much tossing and turning on the bed, and breaking out in cold sweat after consuming two tablets of paracetamol and some digestive pills, i have decided to get out from my self-induced heating bed. it was heavy. it feels like someone has tied a 1.5 tonnes of dumbell onto my weak heart. it was extremely uncomfortable and i couldn't have my sleep properly. not knowing what's gonna ensue, i hasten my pace to the toilet. kneeling by the toilet bowl, i knew i had to puke... read more
