this school year hasn't changed me, but shown me the power to open my eyes and see myself for who i am on the inside. i am weak. i am rubber in the hands of the few people i care about. i am stubborn to the point of exhaustion in my romantic relationships. i understand that i don't understand myself... and that i won't any time soon. i know that doing what feels good in the moment isn't smart for the long haul, but i don't really plan on living that long. i try to put a wall up when i feel someone... read more
