I would like to write that things have changed so much and im so happy. but i do not think that will ever be my post? Why is that you ask? Well its not because of society, its not because of any person. it all boils down to the classic struggle of man vs himself. i am a loser and have been trying to fix it over the last few years. i get close sometimes, but no matter what i do it comes back to slap me in my face. i remember a friend once got mad at me for writing failure on my door. i wrote it because... read more