That's it, I'm posting it. Finally , I'm posting it. This is the long fic that I finished as first draft about two months ago. It's had the heck rewritten out of it since then, mostly on the whim of my incredibly talented beta reader, greenygal . I would appreciate any feedback, long, short, positive or negative. I'm spent so much bloody time on this thing, I just wanna see people read it. Please :-). Author's Notes: I can't believe I wrote this. There are several reasons for this disbelief, not...