i have found control after losing everything else and no i haven't harnessed a rising destiny just put it on hold hold on to despair and indifference with the same equal, desperate grasp or wrap them around your finger and unwind like a faltering clock until you lose circulation but it's alright you've mastered those nerves and you're not much into feeling these days. and you, i wish i wasn't already so into you because i know that in reality you wouldn't take a second look at me... read more